"Less than three from the St. James crew.."

It's here.


The day I feel like would never come.


The day I dreaded, and loved.


It's my last day here in the Great White North. I'm not really sure where the time went, or who thought this was a good idea.


This is hard.


I think this definitely harder than coming out. Because I have my family forever, but this people here? I only have bits and pieces, fragments of their lives and hearts because I HAD to be from Virginia! It's like a billion miles away! Do you know how much money it will take me to get back here?! When I come back I'm staying for like...a month!


AH!!


I have to leave my companion, and my Elders, my wonderful, drive-me-up-the-wall Elders. I will leave good friends, and good-as-family here.


And go back home to my wonderfully insane family that I have missed so much.


I'm torn in two. I want both!!!


But I can't.


So I will have to settle for a "see you later, Canada!" and make a promise to come back someday.
I love you all.
Thanks for sticking with me for so long.


With love (for the last time), from Can-Win